Sorted things out with CG, he said everything was fine etc and i think to much which i said was not true, that he made me think like that due to his dodgy behavior (which iv never experienced in the 4 years iv known him)
He agreed and said it was good i cleared things! So that is that, Still don't buy the whole 'im tired every single second of the min' story that's why im being inconsiderate but yeah...that chapter has hit the grave! I've just let it be, besides, i have 27 days till my move to Canada so i have other things to stress about!
..Officially started packing last night! Stressful!! Ended up taking stuff out and assessing whether i really needed the various tops, jackets and dresses! 
Made a list of what i have packed in suitcase 1. It's a start!
..My destination is only 27 days away.. woo!
Excited!
