Keep thinking about CG, the friend i went to stay with in Leeds! About what happened and i don't even know why i'm thinking about it so much! We not spoken about what happened when i was there. He sent me an e-mail saying thanks for the sweet messages i left across his room and said he would speak to me later!
..i hope all this doesn't effect our friendship because that would just be crap!! 4 years down the drain because we felt attracted to each other and took it further!!

Saying that i don't actually want anything off him, all i want is us to be how we were! All i gotta do is wait and see what goes on!