Alot of things have been going on lately. Some Overwhelming and some just plain stupid.

 Me and M are totally horrifically on a hate based relationship. Basically he kept going round telling people (whom we both know) that i was saying stuff about them (when i wasnt) and when i confronted him he got pissed off and stopped talking to me. Then when i left he started talking about how much he hated me and how i keep having a go at him to MY FRIENDS. (VERY MATURE)
So iv not spoken to him since that day, about hmm 4 weeks ago. Apart from yesterday I was waiting for my friend at the main reception at uni and bumped into a mutal friend and he was waiting to M, he came over and kept smirking. Then we all walked to the main building and i said HI M HOW ARE YOU and he just half looked at me and laughed then our mutual friend was abit lost so looked at him and at this point i was like whatever and stepped back so they could walk infront (as opposed to with us) and heard M whisper something about me!. This highly annoyed me. Purely because he is incapable of being civil. A 24 year old man. We walked down the stairs to the shop and they stopped and i waved to mutual friend. IT just annoyed me. I don't knw why. I think it is the fact that he is pissed off at me because apprently im at FAULT?? when infact, i asked him a question , he took it the wrong way, slagged me off to MY freinds and has been prancing about uni like he is the victim. I really do wonder what he has been saying. I guess mutual friends are not mutal friends if they too act oddly with you just because someone else has a problem with someone else. I don't say nasty things about M to his friends, infact the other day a girl was pissed off with him and there i was defending him. (stupid me) He is a twisted man. I don't understand him and now i REALLY dont give s flying monkeys. I have no feelings for him but atleast be civil to someone. We are not at school.

Anyway..

The dates with TSB GUY are still on going...
went on date 2 two weeks ago and date 3 last night. They were good. Date 3 was the cinema. He picked me up, dropped me home etc. BUT what i don't get with him is that he acts strangly sometimes. I dont hear from him for days in a row , then am overwhelmed by messages. He is fine when we are together. But i do wonder if he has  a secret girlfriend. He is always busy. Every one is and sometimes i cannot tell if he is interested. Theres such a thing as playing it cool but come on, not that cool. It still bafffles me.
I go away to India on the 9th Decemeber for 3 weeks so we wont speak. He seemed shocked and lost when i told him and we said we would see eachother before i left and that he is going away with frineds for new year so most prob wont speak to him until Jan.08
Our dates are so infrequent that at this rate, our 15th date will arrive 2011!! Not that i can wait that long. He makes me full of desire but i do find the way our contact frequency is a bit odd. AND then i start to wonder and then can't be bothered but i am. It's a never ending sharade.

If only i knew what he was thinking..
lol dangerous !