I had decided that I was too proud of a person to follow up on Tsb Guys date/drinks suggestions. If he wanted to hook up he could ask me again. I told him two weeks ago that I needed at least 2 days notice, and that’s when he asked me if I was free last weekend. However, he not said anything else, and I was suggesting to e-mail and take initiative , but screw that. I am at no ones disposal! Especially after all the stuff going on with M. But last Saturday we got talking again online. He doesn’t have a mobile (which is kind of annoying as i have to be online to contact him) Anyway he is this guy i have been chatting to since July, he works for the same company as me and we were on the same network on the same company on face book! (Out of all places) He had added me and we used to send the odd e-mails and chat randomly online. As one does.

After, much thought and need to be random, I decided to follow up on his offer and we randomly decided on Saturday night to actually go ahead and meet. I was adamant at first, because he has no phone (even though that doesn't matter) but i mean i would have no way to get in touch with him, what if he didn't show? or was late? that thought kind of worried me. Feeling soo paranoid. After our convo, i think he got a bit paranoid too , asking me if i would in fact turn up! (of course i would) then i said i would never do that to anyone and so did he. Which is weird because i've never met up with anyone like that. Somewhat of a blind date style. (Apart from we know what each other look like) Also the fact that i have never dated someone who hasn't been Asian (as in Indian, Pakistani, Punjabi etc) which was something new for me too! (NOt that it matters, but still)

Anyway we had to wait until his flat mate got home and decided to meet for a drink at 10pm. I told him that he'd better be there and if he didn't turn up i would never speak to him. Ever. lol He said he'd be there. (Reassuring) soo i got into the city center 3mins earlier and slowly walked to the pub we agreed to meet at. I couldn't see him yet so i thought id get some cash out ( i needed it) and i put it away and turned around and there he was. Big smile and gave me a big hug. ( THANK GOD) lol we both laughed that we actually turned up.

He was a gentleman; let me go through the door first, brought me a drink and we had a good time. Funny guy and strangely i was extremely attracted to him. He isn't usually my type so this whole drinks and almost blind but not blind date was something new to me. The experience, i felt comfortable and we had lots of flirty fun moments. He must have gone to the toilets at least 6 times. He told me he had a small bladder. I was like, don't worry i don't think your weird as he as asking me if i thought it would be strange if he nipped to the gents, again!

We sat outside for a bit which was conveniently nice and the bar wasn't that busy which was nice as we could talk. It kind of hit me then that here i am with someone who actually wants to be in my company and there i was wasting my time over M who well, clearly doesn’t care as he hasn't spoken to me since the last time i blogged of him. Anyway  It was approaching 12.30am when we realized we were going to get chucked out so we went outside as he wanted to smoke. He was trying to show me this bar he was talking about but we couldn't see it from the balcony bit of the complex of festival square. We were resting on the sides and he got a ciggi out and looked at me and smiled and the next thing i knew he was kissing me. I was kissing him back.

*Melts* wow, started off slow and got extremely passionate. I think i nearly had an orgasm in public! lol never felt soo horny and turned on kissing someone before. (I wasn't even drunk) He was very much turned on too. I could feel his erection pushing up against me. That turned me on significantly too. I don't think i have ever kissed anyone like that. Especially in public. He told me i'd left him in an embarrassing situation. So i said I’d cuddle him to hide it from the world! lol

By this time it was 1am ish and i ordered a taxi and we kissed a bit more and said bye. ohh What a night! I actually had a really cool time and it was fun. I was getting so worked up and nervous, especially after everything that's been going on with  M, . Tsb guy was a refreshing change.
I certainly slept very well I must say! ;)

The next day ,in the  evening, he spoke to me online(he always appears offline) asked me if i got home ok. (The annoying thing about him still not having a mobile. something about it being ''lost'' for insurance purposes) lol..then i told him i had a cool time and told him i was quite turned on by his kisses and he said the same. Then he told me it was a shame it had to end there. (Wink , Wink) Then he said something which kind of surprised me..

he told me he was waiting for me to invite myself back to his!!! (omg, really?? he actually meant it??) he said he meant it and was contemplating on whether to ask me or not. I was amazed. Then he asked me if i would have said yes or no, more like you would have said no wouldn't you, just out of interest. To which i replied, hmm maybe not but then again, i have just met you, even though we been talking before. Then i said, well maybe i would have said yes, i don't really know. All before this i was like, 'well maybe next time' which he seemed glad about! (LOL) But yeah, we both told each other we had a good time.

I sent him a friendly e-mail today , saying hi and asking about his charity thing for work and sent him a link to a very addictive game called Black Holes


http://www.gamegecko.com/blackholes.php

So i shall see if he emails me back. But even if nothing else happens, I so needed that night out with someone who treated me nice and wanted to be there to hear what i had to say. So yeah...My weekend gone was def a good one i have to admit.
. YaY!  xx