Dreams show us things we don't see in reality!

Today M told me that he loved someone else.
I had a dream last week that he told me (i think it was me) that he loved me which left me feeling weird when i woke up (thinking tomyself how silly i was to dream such thing) and was left longing to see and speak to him but today my dream was crushed and a harsh reality hit me!

He did say 'I love you' but not to me , but someone else in Canada who has a boyf of 2 years! I don't know why he confinded in me with all his love life problems and i dont know why i still have these inches of feelings for him when clearly he's moved on. That's the way it goes i guess.

Ironic thing was that he literally begged me to sleep with him again when he got back saying how great i was in bed and so forth and asked me if i'd ever do it with him again. I said probably NOT because that would make me his 'Fuck Buddy' and he thought it was a harsh term to which i replied with..well its true. After some time, painfully i reminded him that he was supposedly in love with someone else which made him unoffocialy unavailable, plus the fact that I don't share men.

There is no way i'd be his fuck buddy , especialyl since i had/have feelings for him for quite a long time now, all those months back and subsequently when we did sleep with each other it felt right and was meant to be. So yeah, a receipe for disaster that is. Which I'm not so foolish and naive to fall into!

*saves the last inch of dignity left*