Until M comes bak from Canada..
Depsite being annoyed with him and what not, i just want him to come back because i miss him! I wish he never left in the first place, or actually i think it would have been a different story if we didnt see each other everyday at uni before he left, and out of uni and it would have been a diff story if i didnt go round his palce and a totaly diff story if we hadn't agreed to be on a temporary relationship freeze, but what the heck.. even though i feel he's pushing me away i still like him. (Because i cant help it!)

And i need to rant at him because Mr Coward phoned me up and had a massive go at me because i told M that we used to date! Can u believe the cheek. Told me M told other people, didn't see how that mattered but didnt apperciate Mr Coward phoning me up and having a go at me telling me that he would get thrown out of his hosue if his parents found out me and him had a relationship! ( actions have consequecnes) 
 
I came home from work and saw a missed call from him so i rang back and he said he phoned to 'catch up' (what the hell??) He went onto a rant bout how he trustd me, which i was like i dont understand what ur problem is. Went onto saying that its hard for him cus his parents are strict blah blah blah..
At this point i was gettin bored and angry , especically when he blank denied ever having a GIRLFREIND! (scandal) total idiot! 

Cut long storty short..he ws basically saying it was my fault that i told M that we used to date and sumone wil tell his parents, and went on to rant about how its hard to be indian etc and i just said FOR GOD SAKE UR 25 GROW UP!!  then he had the cheeck to tell me not to tell anyone me and him dated ( i said i can tell who ever i want!) and told me not to tell M that i told him. I told him if he phoned me up again like he did , not having spoken to me in 3months i wouldn't be polite. and then ended the call.
TOSSER!!

But i'm guna tell M what an idiot his so called friend is , but when i see him face to face, not online. Thinking of that convo makes my blood boil... i call him Mr COWARD because that's exactly what he is ...A COWARD!!

 
Lastly, who ever tagged my On the Edge entry with 'what makes u think this matters?' Well
who ever it was..
It does matter to me and who cares if it doesn't matter to anyone else..its my blog i can wrtie what ever i want and whether it's life changing for others or not, it's my story!! So nxt time leave an actual comment and clarify what you mean! Peace to who ever u are!!