Fallacious!

This is just as the henna was set.
And below is once it was washed off! Acutally darker in real life though!

Read this just a few mins ago on MSN News!
Found it quite funny and a lil harsh for the girl who was taking the test!
What has the world come to!

http://news.uk.msn.com/Article.aspx?cp-documentid=9526187

My last day at work was BUSY!!! End of the month (typical i picked the busiest day to leave) was non stop work that day! At the end i got a Good Luck card from the group with a £25 HMV gift voucher! (was surprised). Ultimately the girl who doesn't like me went and brought me the card! lol Ironic really, I hardly speak to her because she never really seemed to care to speak to me! Anyway, we went for a drink after work, didn't get out till 5.15pm which is ridiculous as we shut at 4pm! But never mind, was 5 of us and it was alright. Realised that everyone feels the same way as me about work, i.e.hate it and don't feel appreciated etc. It was quite ironic hearing people who i see skive every week say the bank wouldn't be anything without them! (Yeh if they did any work it may) regardless...
Im just glad to be out of there, its somewhat sad but not really. Spent 2 hours listening to fellow colleagues slagging off the new manager and what not. Interesting i must say. Im not one to bitch with work people because they all talk about each other. Risky business but i was kind of surprised how much the part-timers and some of the full time staff despise the new manager and the whole branch environment.

All i have to say is this was the time for me to leave. So glad. It's about 16 days now till i fly off! Excited and lil scared!

Inevitably, the excitement of moving to Toronto is having affects on my sleep. I lay in bed with a thousand thoughts about what it's going to be like when I get there, all the things I want to do, all the people I may meet, how my place will look, will I end up living alone or with people, what will working be like, night life, food, shopping! Ahh all these thoughts buzzing in my mind. I feel tired but the thoughts still don't let me rest.

Been checking the exchange rate for Canada...keeps going down every time i check, looked today at work and one of the girls said we get staff discount/preferential rates on currency! What! I did not know that, but the catch is you have to do it online, not through the banks website but another one internally! ..So i found it today and tried to go onto it but of course, typical as it is, i didn't work , so i made a note of it because apparently it can be accessed form home and yeah...didn't work!!

Tempted to call up on Tuesday and ask someone at work! (That will be interesting)..might as well try make use of it before i leave. Which is on the 30th August! My last day!! 5 years of that place and I've definately had enough!

WOO hoo!!

Sorted things out with CG, he said everything was fine etc and i think to much which i said was not true, that he made me think like that due to his dodgy behavior (which iv never experienced in the 4 years iv known him)
He agreed and said it was good i cleared things! So that is that, Still don't buy the whole 'im tired every single second of the min' story that's why im being inconsiderate but yeah...that chapter has hit the grave! I've just let it be, besides, i have 27 days till my move to Canada so i have other things to stress about!

..Officially started packing last night! Stressful!! Ended up taking stuff out and assessing whether i really needed the various tops, jackets and dresses! Made a list of what i have packed in suitcase 1. It's a start!
..My destination is only 27 days away.. woo!

Excited!

updating on the CG Scandal..
I called him last night, not only did he screen me but was the most pointless unfriendly i don't want to speak to you text iv ever read! Pointing out he was tired and told me to 'take care' and said goodnight!! When in the 4 years of our friendship has he ever been so FORMAL!?!!

He's been brushing me off ever since i got back from his so i wrote him an e-mail and sent it to him on Facebook! (As you do)

 CG,

Ever since I got back from yours I feel like iv been getting weird vibes off you!, I know your busy at work and have a lot going on in your life etc etc but I still feel like iv been making an effort to get in touch with you and you keep brushing me off and I get the impression you don’t really want to speak to me anymore.

I’m also beginning to get a feeling u regret what happened between us? Correct me if I’m wrong!

Desi

 I Send it and then go make a cup of coffee and as soon as i sit down i get an e-mail from FB, from him!

 Hey Desi,
Well first of all you are natural to feel that way as a girl and i completely understand your situation but honestly speaking there is nothing like that. I'm not brushing you off i have been under too much of work pressure and pressure from home on my arrange marriage is mounting up on me.
If you feel that i am brushing you off then i am sorri the way you feel is wrong and there is nothing like that. I know you have been making efforts and stuff but lately i have got too much on my plate and i hope you understand as a friend what i mean.
i hope that clears out your confusion ..........
take care

 
WHAT! do i say to that, didn't really answer my question and i somewho kinda guessed he would say something about his work.. i replied!

 Yes i know ur busy and have pressure but i just needed to know whether u regretted it or not, hopefully u don't, (i know i don't)

I just wanted to make sure we are cool and nothing has changed!!

 He didn't reply!!

...Deep down I'm not convinced!!

This time next month I'll be sitting in the plane going to Toronto!

When i think about it butterflies fill my stomach! My last day of work is in two weeks. I can't wait to get out of that place. I'll miss my regular customers! Not told them I'm leaving yet! Next week!

Semi-packed a suitcase, although a lot more stuff can fit in, i just shoved everything in. I just know my mum will do an inspection in a few weeks so I'm just not going to bother.

I leave Edinburgh on Monday 15th September. Flying to Bristol and then going to Swindon for 2 days. See the family down there.

Still hasn't set in that I'm actually going. I'm not scared. Still 4 weeks to go but since I'm doing everything bit by bit so I'm well on my way to organized bliss!

Applied for jobs but haven't heard anything yet. I still think that being there in person is going to be much easier. Nevertheless i have faith so i hope the people out there do!

Off to the cinema now! Bollywood film!

 

You can actually eat that glass! lol My cocktail was rather STRONG!! I struggled! But it was

amazing going inside! I was impressed

Keep thinking about CG, the friend i went to stay with in Leeds! About what happened and i don't even know why i'm thinking about it so much! We not spoken about what happened when i was there. He sent me an e-mail saying thanks for the sweet messages i left across his room and said he would speak to me later!
..i hope all this doesn't effect our friendship because that would just be crap!! 4 years down the drain because we felt attracted to each other and took it further!!

Saying that i don't actually want anything off him, all i want is us to be how we were! All i gotta do is wait and see what goes on!